Some people cant control feelings. Some can hide it so well that they don't even realize that there is a missing piece in you. I have this terrible habit of hiding my feelings to an extend that it explodes someday when i am provoked. When this happens, everything.. from sweet turns sour in split seconds because people knew me as this tolerant person who accepts everything or anything without anger, but.. (there is always a but!).. everyone has their limits and so do i.. anyway, as the book says.. let go of your anger and move on. I will be doing just that! Its time for me to change into a better person. But then it got me thinking... What is a better person? Being this so called tolerant person or a person who does not tolerate? How does a person stay in between those two lines? I'm not sure how to do this.. or where do i start the change. All i know is that by burdening your heart with all the worries and thoughts will not bring you anywhere. Sometimes you just got to let it out. LET IT OUT.. by any way of choice.. screaming.. talking to someone you trust.. listening to some head-banging music (emo songs makes you weaker).. or just telling your frustration to the person who is in the picture. The last one is the hardest but it lets the burden out of your chest a 100% but (again everything has a but!) it depends on the individual and how they convey to the situation of u confronting them. Well people are all kinds.. Anyhow, i'l be working hard on my change.. so that i will not burden my heart anymore. Actually, i feel lighter by just blogging it out.
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